September 2011
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My Love Horoscope for August 31st.
Your Love Horoscope
Leo, there is a yearning inside you that you are having problems controlling. You want someone so bad that you can almost taste it. You just have not found the means yet to express this without coming across too strong. If you are single, a little goes a long way, so use your skills of charm with a little more finesse than you normally would. A subtle smile may be all that you...
August 2011
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If it had been a dream,
…then that dream kinda changed everything. then I love dreams. So here we go, welcome to my REM state of mind. ———-
I don’t know if I’m putting up a front, but I’m feeling a little… emotionless. Maybe it was foreshadowing that led me to my recent title change, “heartless, cause I was taught to use my heart less.” But yesterday, in the...
It's been three days
..since we’ve talked. & 2 weeks since we’ve ended. Thought is crazy that we may never talk again, because we both know we have too much pride to be the one to talk first.
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I hate the feeling..
..of a heartache. ); I miss you, but there’s so much holding me back from letting you know. First of all, I made it my goal to trust myself, indulge in life (without you), and to stop reaching out to you. And I will. It’s a journey even trying to do so, but I’m hoping to stick it out the best I can. :) …because who misses someone that is constantly still there! I want to...
We all have that boy; he’s the boy we try to pretend we aren’t looking for as we...
– (via eletheowl)
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So I changed my URL...
…just a little bit. But only because I know you read my tumblr. You have it saved as a bookmark on your phone as cleanoh.tumblr.com. Now that I know you can’t read it, it gives me a little more comfort that you no longer have a clue if I’m hurting or not.
I’m done with texting you and having casual conversation. I hate pretending I’m okay, just to maintain a friendly...
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Can’t you see that I’m not happy here? So why keep pretending that...
– B
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I feel a lot of change coming my way.
You started school today. I’m working at a new store today. Everyone is beginning. Too bad UCSD starts Sept. 22 -____- …what if you fall for another girl? :(
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Vulnerable.
I always let myself be too vulnerable. I swear I always just put my heart out, like I’m putting myself out on a limb. I give my ALL for you. I told myself I would’ve gone into this without any expectations. Obviously, I still let myself expect way too much. I told you everything. I told you everything. But when it comes to you, I can never tell what’s in your head. I’m...
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I thought things like this get better with time.
I have too much pride to say that I miss you or that I need you. I just want to get over you.
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