It’s amazing how our relationship is still surreal to me. Everything about you creates such a warm thought for me — the memories we’ve made, the laughs we’ve shared, and the misunderstandings we’ve overcome. I’m in love with you, you’re in love with me, and it can’t get any better than this. I love that you’ve realized it too, and that you’re not afraid to show me your feelings. I love that you’re more than enough man for me, but at the same time.. you have this sensitive side to you that caters to me when I’m feeling needy. You’re caring, sweet, understanding, and affectionate. I’m smiling as I type this, because I love that you have the same aspirations as I do for this relationship. Remember how happy I was when we first started? I’m not that happy anymore. I’m more than that. I’m in love with our love. I’m in love with you! I don’t care how cheesy this post is, because it’s really how I feel. Our dreams are coming true, and imagine this, it’s still the beginning.

I love it when you smother me with kisses. I love it when you hug me from behind. I love when you tell me you want to hold me, to hug me, to cuddle. I love the way you call me, “baby” and “love”. I love when you let me put chapstick on you. I love when you think something I do or wear is cute. I love that look you give me right after you kiss me, it’s like we don’t have to worry about anyone else because when it comes down to it, it’s just you and me. It’s that, “I want to spend the rest of my life with you” kind of look..That, “Nothing in the world can take me away from this moment,” kind of look.

You promised me that you’re not going anywhere, no matter what.

Well I don’t want that. I want you to go everywhere and anywhere, just as long as I’m right there with you. :) I love you. I love everything you are, and I wouldn’t change a thing about you.

I know this is real.

Sleeping with you as become my own personal valium. The feeling your body heat against mine always leaves me in repose, as we wrap ourselves under the blankets, and the curves of our bodies fitting perfectly against each other like puzzle pieces . our limbs all tangled up, my head upon your chest, as it rises and falls in rhythm to your breathing. The sound of your heartbeat would echo in my ear, the waves travelling through my nerves as it matches the sound of my own.

Sometimes, I would wake up and find you looking at me in deep reverie, wearing that cute grin of yours that I love the most. The one where your nose all scrunched up along with one side of your mouth. Other times, I’d find you in deep slumber, in your most peaceful, innocent and vulnerable state, with your slow breathing dancing upon my cheek. I try to snuggle closer, positioning myself to fill up the space between us. As I slowly fall back to sleep, I would feel your arms tighten around my waist, and an unexpected kiss on my cheek, on my forehead, on my lips.

& when the time comes for me to leave, you would wake me up by nibbling my lip or giving me a rain of kisses to bring me back to consciousness. As I open my eyes to your familiar presence, I’d find myself staring into those beautiful pools of hazel deep brown, your lips quavering the words ‘Wakey wakey beautiful.’

The last few seconds of embrace is always the hardest for me. Being in your arms always makes me feel infinite, with our own ‘heaven-on-earth’ unbounded by the complications of our reality. & everytime I release myself from your comfortable hold, I am suddenly thrust back down to earth, back into my ruthless reality.

So let me just stay in your arms for just a little bit more. Because that moment, everything in my life is fine, more than fine. Everything is perfect. Because I love you and you love me, and it doesn’t get any better than that.

“Good morning, lovey.

The past two days have been to say the least very hard for the both of us. Both sides were pushed to their limits. I’m not an articulate man, so i don’t know exactly what to say. I think you’re the one that told me that happiness is looking past the imperfections. I strongly believe that i’ve found that right person for me. I’ve never thought of marriage b4 u, i never thought i’d find someone who would be as content as i am with her just having them a part of my life. (I’m not sure if that made sense) but i hope you understand what i mean. I want you to be my 1st and last thought in my everyday and i hope you can say the same with me. I’m sorry for the past days, know you are wanted. And you are mine and i’m yours. i love you!”

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I’m yours! I don’t even know how to explain how I’m feeling, but all I know is that I’m happy.. and I’m happy with YOU! I have this warm thought, and I finally get what you mean when you say “pressure on my chest”, cause it’s just amazing how love always prevails, and no matter what… the love we have for each other always outlasts any differences we may see. I’m in love with you, and know that “I can say the same.” Whatever we go through, I know we can handle it. You’ve been nothing less than amazing, and you’ve honestly been the best I’ve ever had. There’s so much more I want to say to you, but I hope you read in between the lines on this one. I know you understand me.

Thank you.

MWAH! :)

what’s wrong? :/

I just wanna tell you all the things that are on my mind and throw my voice for you to hear, cause you’re not here.

But you are, because if I look right down and to the left, every beat makes you so alive and I’m inspired.

I’m sure.

So sure, there’s the rest, but they don’t matter cause I’d rather be with you. Do you believe me?

Kill me for cliche, but a love at first sight would never be believed unless you felt it yourself.

Well never happened, and so then came belief, & I’m here with the thought of you and the warmth of that thought, and the smile on my face and the beat comes back again.

Beat.

Breathe.

You taught me that everything happens and unfolds on its own time, especially in my mind where we’re still so surreal in my eyes.

“I think I felt my heart skip a beat, I’m standing here.. and I can hardly breathe. I can’t imagine what it’d be like, living each day in this life without you.”

Cause the smell of your skin and the rush of your hands against my hips is so inviting.

And the way your fingertips graze my lips creates this heat that brings shivers down my spine.

And you’re all mine.

Mine.

Time.

Time is going fast, can you believe it? Believe it, live it, love it. Cause there goes another minute, the clock is ticking, don’t take me for granted, cause not to brag, but spit it like Drake & I’m the best you ever had.

You’ve given me the best I ever had, everything I ever wanted, and I try to make every hug, kiss, cuddle like it’s the last time. You’re too good to be true.

But you are true.

&So am I.

….so, guess what? (This is where you say what)

I love you.

are just straight up cute.